Unqualified

19 02 2009

Ever feel in over your head? Ill-equipped and unprepared for the task at hand? Unqualified? Whoever said “God will never give you more than you can handle” was flat lying. In fact, I think that whole notion was just made up to keep our faith weak and our thoughts small. After all, why should I try to tackle something out of my comfort zone, beyond my skill set and above my pay grade? Recently, I’ve been writing a series of posts inspired by the movie Kung Fu Panda. He is singled out to be the “dragon warrior” and singlehandedly face the impending wrath of the bad guy. Needless to say, he too, feels rather unqualified.

Well, if you feel that way, don’t worry, you’re in really good company…

When they saw the courage of Peter and John and realized that they were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took note that these men had been with Jesus.
(Acts 4:13)

There’s something about being with Jesus that brings out courage and taps the unseen reservoirs we didn’t know existed. And if there’s one thing I love about God is that he loves using people who aren’t “qualified” for the job. That’s because it’s neither about our being qualified or unqualified, but about Christ who freely qualifies us on the basis of his grace (Col.1:11-13).

But then, if you’ve read any of the bible this should come as no surprise. Remember:

Moses… Moses said to the LORD, “O Lord, I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of speech and tongue.” (Exodus 4:10) He wound up accomplishing some pretty big things.

Gideon… “But Lord , ” Gideon asked, “how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family.” (Judges 6:15) This guy delivered a nation with a 300 person army; after about 30,000 people ran in fear or were disqualified.

Jeremiah… “Ah, Sovereign LORD,” I said, “I do not know how to speak; I am only a child.” (Jeremiah 1:6) This man stood alone for the better part of a generation speaking the words of God when no one else liked him.

Esther… a young, uncertain virgin girl conscripted into the harem of the presiding King who eventually delivered her people.

David – he was no professional soldier, but a young shepherd/musician willing to face a man-slayer of a giant with nothing more than the Name of his God, and the skills he had acquired while living in quiet obedience.

Chances are, if you are walking with Jesus he’s going to (or already has) put you in a place where you feel unqualified for the job. That’s good. He’d rather you be desperate for him and dependent on his grace than your own ability anyway, so get over it. And as you look to him, stand in faith and do what he’s called you to do, what A.W.Tozer said will be said of you: “God is preparing His heroes and one day they will appear and the world will wonder where they came from.”





Out of Place

1 02 2009

I think the movie Kung Fu Panda has a hilarious premise. A panda who’s a waiter at a noodle restaurant. Who also happens to be “the son” of a duck. And mind you that duck has big dreams for this panda…to one day run his own noodle restaurant. Even though he’s too big to even fit between the tables! Something about this whole thing just doesn’t seem to fit. It’s all perfectly awkward.

I was reminded of the story of David. Chances are he had a different mother than his other brothers. Maybe that’s why his dad didn’t want to show him off when the prophet came to anoint a king. Or why he only wanted David to take care of the sheep and bring the ‘big boys’ lunch during battle. Then his king didn’t approve of the young man’s battle array and sought to give him some real man’s armor. I imagine this kid with the heart of a lion, leadership grace men only dream of, and a faith of biblical proportions probably felt a little out of place at times.

You ever felt like that? Like there’s more under the surface if people only knew the “real you?”

What about the story of Jesus? In such a tightly knit, highly relational culture, you know word got out about his parents. And I don’t think every person was amiable to the whole thing. Hence, “He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him (John 1:11),” and when he was serving up miracles they said “Isn’t this Joseph, the carpenter’s son?” (Matthew 13:35) What about living as the only perfectly sinless man in a sinful culture obsessed with sin, law and justice? I’d say out of place. Not to mention calling together a posse of followers that never really got his point until after he was dead. The entire thing seems pretty awkward on the surface.

His family didn’t get him. His culture didn’t receive him. His own disciples didn’t understand him.

Sometimes your family doesn’t understand you. Sometimes your friends don’t even get you. You know who does? The God who told Jeremiah:

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
before you were born I set you apart…
(Jeremiah 1:5)

I think David spent many a night feeling out of place. My guess is Jesus felt that way too…times 100. But sometimes feeling out of place is the stuff of destiny.  That is unless no one understands you because you really are from a different planet…